Ohhh I don't want to lose the game. Or is it not a game? The family sings Christmas carols downstairs while I fret about the cutest boy in the world. It's stupid and I need to lean in God's comfort/build a psychic shield/distract myself. I can hear the weariness in his voicemail. Chinese buffet tonight. Is faith enough? This life could be over any minute, at any rate.
Here is a discussion forum post I found seeking wisdom on search.com:
"Open Question
I need serious help with my girlfriend?
I've been with her for 9 months already and we kissed a lot. I already made tongue kissing her not exciting to me. Once in a while, I let myself get turned on by tongue kissing my girlfriend. When I am kissing my girlfriend, she noticed that I don't get excited and ask me what's wrong? How come she asks me if something's wrong and ask me if I think she's beautiful after kissing each other when I don't get turned on? When she asks me if I think she's beautiful after kissing and not getting turned on, I just tell her that I do find her beautiful but she doesn't believes me. I did show her that I like her by kissing her.
6 minutes ago - 4 days left to answer."
